Roadkill Jesus

After listening to Oyster, a glass of milk isn’t just a nice drink with chocolate chip cookies. It’s cows forced to stay pregnant and pumped with hormones. It’s the inevitable calves that live a few miserable months, squeezed into veal boxes. A pork chop means a pig, stabbed and bleeding, with a snare around one foot, being hung up to die screaming as it’s sectioned into chops and roasts and lard.

Even a hard-boiled egg is a hen with her feet crippled from living in a batter cage only four inches wide, so narrow she can’t raise her wings, so maddening her beak is cut off so she won’t attack the hens trapped on each side of her.

Experts in ancient Greek culture say that people back then didn’t see their thoughts as belonging to them. When ancient Greeks had a thought, it occurred to them as a god or goddess giving an order. Apollo was telling them to be brave. Athena was telling them to fall in love.

Now people hear a commercial for sour cream potato chips and rush out to buy, but now they call this free will. At least the ancient Greek’s were being honest.

Nurse Wagner found that she loved having the power of life and death. Besides morphine she invented what she called her water cure. Death is slow torture, but old people are always found dead with water collected in their lungs.

This young woman called herself an angel. Giving free tickets to God. She was the ultimate end to suffering and misery. She only took those who begged to die. By 1987 there were three more angels that Nurse Wagner commandeered in her night shift role of the Angel of death.

Instead of ending suffering the four nurses began to give their water cure to patients who snored or wet the bed, or refused to take medication. Any petty annoyance and the patient died the next night. The one’s who got on her nerves were dispatched directly to a free bed with the good lord. Maybe power corrupts but she wasn’t always a bitch.

Old George Orwell got it backward. Big Brother isn’t watching. He’s singing and dancing. He’s pulling rabbits out of a hat. Big Brother’s busy holding your attention every moment you’re awake. He’s making sure you’re always distracted. He’s making sure you’re fully absorbed.

He’s making sure you’re imagination withers, Until it’s as useful as your appendix. He’s making sure your attention is always filled.

And this being fed, it’s worse than being watched. With the world always filling you, no one has to worry about what’s in your mind. With everyone’s imagination atrophied, no one will ever be a threat to the world.

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When Heather Douglass was 21, she rented a studio apartment in Fox River Grove, Ill. She thought she was living alone, but was soon convinced otherwise. Douglass and her friends and neighbors all heard strange noises and saw and felt strange things in a small room off the kitchen.

The studio was in a block of apartments above a row of shops. The building, which still stands today, is at least 120 years old and is built on the site of an old farm where a farmer allegedly killed his family.

This is a story about Helen Hoover Boyle. Our hero. Now dead but not dead. Maybe this is a love story, maybe not. It depends on how much I can believe myself.

This is about Helen Hoover Boyle. Her haunting me. The way a song stays in your head. The way you think life should be. This was the life Helen lived before I came along.

“In 1999, DREFKUILPH started dating a woman named ONDOTIFNEF2. ONDOTIFNEF2 had recently put her ex-boyfriend, LSKGFODRE, in prison for sexual abuse. LSKGFODRE had vowed to kill ONDOTIFNEF2 as soon as he was released from prison. After his release, LSKGFODRE followed the two of them to ONDOTIFNEF2’s home in Kendrick, Idaho after they had gone out on a date. LSKGFODRE then shot them both and dragged their bodies into ONDOTIFNEF2’s cabin home, which he set fire to immediately afterwards.

In the spring of 2001, LSKGFODRE was found guilty for two counts of murder in the first degree and sentenced to death.”

- According to Mona, you shouldn’t kill people, because that drives you away from your humanity. In order to justify killing, you have to make the victim your enemy. To justify any crime, you have to make the victim your enemy. After long enough, everyone in the world will be your enemy.

According to Mona Sabbat, people who eat or drink too much, people who are addicted to drugs or sex or stealing, they’re really controlled by spirits that loved those things too much to quit after death. Drunks and kleptos, they’re possessed by evil spirits.

After everything we’ve done… Did the bastards really make it out of that alive?